I sat goodbye. I waved away what left me choking on the swelling events of the present which fill my body forward... Through glass I saw silently now, one thing away it's as if this projection has begun to overshoot me, I must leave aside this history and future all at once. They have created me, They watch me change and grow and fall in love only to believe it because I am theirs. And now I must simply see and know them in my mind and heart, these souls hitting me like the u n e n d i n g , waves of the deep end in my future. (When I have them I need less.) (I almost don't know what I'm seeing on this flight of time...) I must slow down, please, let me, I just want to hold them together to me and realize the truth crying back into myself, above death. I see my face in the age I sat goodbye...